Friday, May 8, 2009

Feel happier

I'm not really in the mood to write today, but it's been a while since the previous blog, so I figure I should at least give you something to keep you occupied.

Really, it's just that I'm tired of problems. I feel like I've got so much shit going on, when really it's nothing. I have to make a movie for a senior project. I have to write a decent sized paper for an English class, which isn't too terrible. I have to deal with a chorus and band class that has lost all sense of enjoyment for me, and has become dismal and bleak. On top of all of this, I have to deal with the constant barricade of being one of the only single people in my circle of friends. If I'm not one of the only single people, I'm one of the only virgins in my circle of friends. If I'm not one of those, I'm the only one in my circle of friends that can actually think with their brain instead of their genitals.

I'm tired of drama. I'm fed up with school, as it annoys me to the point where I'm finding it hard to put a positive spin on coming in each day. The only thing keeping me going through school is the fact that lunch is cheaper.

It's not a matter of senioritis. It's a matter of a low stupidity tolerance. I'm annoyed at a teacher's constant stupidity to not accept any creative answers or methods. I'm annoyed at one's astounding ability to attempt to teach fun. I'm tired of having to go through each day and have to deal with people's stupidity. I'm tired of the meaning of the word 'Respect' being 'Unquestioned obedience'. My birthday lands on the last day. I swear, I'm going to ditch, and spend all day flipping the school off in a lawn chair blasting a boombox full of awesome music from their front lawn.

1 comment:

  1. It appears to me that we are in the very same boat my friend.
    My shit pile is increasing daily, it seems like my problems are just growing out of proportion, it's so hard to keep up with them all!
    My work is driving me insane, and not the good kind... exam pressure is much too stressful for my tired head.
    Nearing all of my friends are pairing off and doing whatnot, it seems like I'm the only one who doesn't have an opposite sex life support machine.
    And I'm finding it very difficult to see the silver lining in almost all situations.
    Well... don't we live wonderful lives? :)
    Laterss xx

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